so much for heart...

Nov. 23, 2007.

You say you heart me
I know u do
and yet, I never see you

You say you love me
You say it all the time
but then why do I feel the need to write these rhymes?

One day
you push me away
you tell me to apologize
for what I didn't do

You say you're sorry, and of course I say
my usual answer, "It's alright, it's ok"
But really I'm crying
and no one knows but you and me

I ask you to come over
but the answers always no
always with excuses
"I'm doing homework" or "My mom says I cant go"

You have other people now
I say I understand
But I'm sorry
I can't not be what I am

I still want to be your friend
and I'd die without you
we can work it out
and for now, I'll act like I'm not blue