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Jan. 20, 2009

I miss you more
Than you'll ever know
I need you more
Than I'll ever show

I love you more
Than anyone I've met
I want you more
Than anything I'll get

I care about you more
Than anyone around
I think about you more
Than anyone I've found

So why'd you have to leave me...?

Comparatively Small

Jan. 18, 2009

I sit right here
All alone
Without a soul
No one to call my own

A tear trickles down
My dry, pale face
Oh how I want
To be out of this place

To be in a place
Where hearts do not break
To be in a place
Where no one is fake

To be in a place
Where he will care
To be in a place
Where he’s always there

And yet I know
That there is no such place
As much as I wish
There is not a trace

In fact

There are people here
Who wish for places like mine
Who have bigger problems
And they too are crying

People who live
With death every day
Constantly worried
They’ll be his next prey

So really my issues
Are comparatively small
But that doesn’t mean
It won’t hurt at all

Pass Your Test

Jan. 17, 2009

It’s over now,
You and me.
Gone for good
From what I see

It’s hard to believe
That we’re done
That its over
That you won

I love you so much
But you don’t love me
So I guess this is how
It has to be

I miss you so much
You brightened my day
You were my life
But what can I say?

Any dreams I had
Are shattered and torn
Along with my heart
Which was already worn

I wish so much
That you and me
Could once again
Become a “we”

You’re amazing
You’re the best
I’m sorry I couldn’t
Pass your test

To My Alda

Jan. 16, 2009

I love you hun
you know its true
you rock my sox
oh yes you do :P

You make my happyful
and brighten my day
you're annoying as hell
but you're cool anyway

you know alot
you know it all
we have to stay friends
we cant let it fall

cuz if it does
i'll be screwed
i'll have no one
to take pics. in the nude*

I own ur face
and you own mine
we fail at life
but thats just fine


*NO i didn't really take nude pics. u have to be alda to understand :P