I Never Knew You

To Aid Fejza. Rest in Peace

I never knew you
Or saw your face
I've never seen your eyes.
I've never seen you dance or sing
But still, today I cry

I never knew
What you were like
Because we've never met
But if we could
I'm sure you would
Be impossible to forget

I never knew you
Or shook your hand
Or saw you come to school
I never walked down the hall
At the same time as you

I never knew you
But still today
I wish that you were here
Though your being may be gone
Your presence is always near

The One

August 4, 2009

What's wrong with you?
You've stolen my heart
I can't take it back
Since you've ripped it apart

It was so long ago
Why can't I move on?
It's too hard to forget
All the things that are gone

Why do I have
Cold tears on my face?
Why does my heart
Still have that empty place?

Why did you leave me?
All that I've ever done
Was love you to pieces
And hoped you were

The one.

Kindly

IDK I just found this in my notebook

Kindly,
Get out of my brain
leave me alone
and take away the pain

Take with you
our memories
those ones we shared
when we were "we"

Stop reminding me
of all that we had
stop stabbing my heart
don't leave me sad

Get out of my brain
so I can move on
You're the least of my worries
So please be gone

Thanks For Being There

To my beloved alda. Te dua shume shume shume
April 30, 2009


We learn to walk
but first we crawl
you took my hand
so I wouldn't fall

You pulled me up
from my hands to my feet
you kept me standing;
my balance complete

I took my first step
With you by my side
we walked together
you were my guide

You never left me
to walk alone
and with you
I have grown

We started to run
and skip through life
sure, we've tripped
but we all have our strife...

You gave me a hand
and brought me back to my feet
thats what friends do
they take of the heat

Thanks for being there
for all my falls
I'll be there for you
whenever you call

If I Told You I Loved You

April 25, 2009

If I told you I loved you
what would you say?
Would you say "I love you too?"
or push me away?

If I told you I loved you
would that be alright?
Or would you be mad
and put up a fight?

If I told you I loved you
would you run away?
Would you stop being my friend
and avoid me each day?

If I told you I loved you
could you love me too?
Or would you ignore the fact
even though its true?

What's Wrong?

Kk, I experimented with a new rhyme scheme and is terribly dramatic. I don't really like it, but whatever.

April 14, 2009

Why are these tears
on my face?
It happened so long ago
you'd think that by now
I'd give up this race

You never loved me
like I love you
I never minded it then
I dont mind it now.
This feeling isn't new

You broke my heart
You tore me apart

You ripped out my soul
You made me unwhole

You destroyed me completely

And yet I still love you

What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with you?

"Poetry"

Feb. 19

Free verse poetry
isnt poetry

at all
its just
pressing enter


in a para
graphlots
of times
and

then

calling

it poetry



Hehee... like my free verse poetry???I wrote it in like, 2 seconds XD

That Look

January 25, 2009

You give me that look
Reminding me
Of what we had
Of what used to be

You give me that look
I have to look away
I can't stand the memories
That it'll convey

You give me that look
And remind me again
That you dont love me
Like you did back then

:(

More

Jan. 20, 2009

I miss you more
Than you'll ever know
I need you more
Than I'll ever show

I love you more
Than anyone I've met
I want you more
Than anything I'll get

I care about you more
Than anyone around
I think about you more
Than anyone I've found

So why'd you have to leave me...?

Comparatively Small

Jan. 18, 2009

I sit right here
All alone
Without a soul
No one to call my own

A tear trickles down
My dry, pale face
Oh how I want
To be out of this place

To be in a place
Where hearts do not break
To be in a place
Where no one is fake

To be in a place
Where he will care
To be in a place
Where he’s always there

And yet I know
That there is no such place
As much as I wish
There is not a trace

In fact

There are people here
Who wish for places like mine
Who have bigger problems
And they too are crying

People who live
With death every day
Constantly worried
They’ll be his next prey

So really my issues
Are comparatively small
But that doesn’t mean
It won’t hurt at all

Pass Your Test

Jan. 17, 2009

It’s over now,
You and me.
Gone for good
From what I see

It’s hard to believe
That we’re done
That its over
That you won

I love you so much
But you don’t love me
So I guess this is how
It has to be

I miss you so much
You brightened my day
You were my life
But what can I say?

Any dreams I had
Are shattered and torn
Along with my heart
Which was already worn

I wish so much
That you and me
Could once again
Become a “we”

You’re amazing
You’re the best
I’m sorry I couldn’t
Pass your test

To My Alda

Jan. 16, 2009

I love you hun
you know its true
you rock my sox
oh yes you do :P

You make my happyful
and brighten my day
you're annoying as hell
but you're cool anyway

you know alot
you know it all
we have to stay friends
we cant let it fall

cuz if it does
i'll be screwed
i'll have no one
to take pics. in the nude*

I own ur face
and you own mine
we fail at life
but thats just fine


*NO i didn't really take nude pics. u have to be alda to understand :P