Thursday, May 29, 2008

I Am Me

May 29, 2008. This is to the general world.

You can like me,
You can hate me
Well just bite me
If you rate me.

I don't care.
Why should you?
What do you think
they can do?

Be yourself.
Be who you are.
Fake is for losers.
You can shine like a star.

I am me.
You are you.
So please don't
Confuse the two.

He is he.
The same with she.
We make a we.
Just let it be.

A person isn't always
as a person does
Life isn't lived
Just "because."

You have your reason
and I have mine,
But we can't reach our goals
wating in line

Too Much Too Explain

May 29, 2008. I had to write a list poem for class.

Living life
lots of love
never strife
simple as a dove
being together
all alone
thoughts of forever
but not really that long
came too close
did too much
a dying rose
from too much touch
bumps on the way
trip and fall
nothing to say
nothing at all
problems alot
sadness and pain
thats what I've got
too much too explain

Where are You?

April 1, 2008.

Where are you?
I do not know
somewhere out there
at least that's so

I shouldn't care so much
I should accept that I'm too late
but you have got the best of me
maybe it's just fate.

No One Will Last

No date. It does rhyme... just not well

No one will last
they all leave someday
leaving the good times in the past.

Each person you gain
is a person you lose
always leaving you with even more pain.

Friends won't stay
the same with boys
everywhere, every day.

Most Fatal Curse

Feb. 12, 2008

I need to move on
that life is the past
T should know by now
that these things never last

I should focus on now
and not on then
but I can't help but wonder
what may have happend and what could have been

I can let my feelings go
try to get over it
but it's like giving up part of your soul
and not just a little bit

I'll miss the little things you did:
your fingers in mine
but also the big things too:
how our lives intertwined

Life was never easy
but now it seems worse
living life without you
is like a fatal curse

Please Come Back

Nov. 25, 2007 This poem actually doesn't rhyme (and is total crap)

I feel forgotten
again
I feel alone
again

It's amazing how life is
without you
It really sucks
without you

I guess it's partly
me
For for being an idiot:
me

But you didn't exactly
notice
That I was feeling bad. All I want is for you to
notice

I want you
back
Please come
back

Your Peeps

Nov. 24, 2007

You have your people
including me
though now I realize
that thought's just a fantasy

Hang with him
Hang with her
Who needs me?
I'm just a blur

It's happened once
It's happened twice
It's happened so many times
I lost count after thrice

You don't need me
but I need you
but you don't really care
even though I do

I Miss You

Nov. 23, 2007

All the people I love
are fading away
each step that I take
every day
sometimes it's their fault
sometimes it's not
but being apart
often hurts alot

Making other plans
or parents not being nice
I'm left in the cold;
cold as ice

I wish we could hang out more
I guess the fault is partially mine
but blaming myself
sometimes feels like a crime

It's not my fault
they like others more
I need to learn to accept it
even if it makes me feel sore

I guess that what I'm trying to say
is that I really miss you
I wish I could knock down our wall of gray
but I'm feeling kind of blue

Fright and Worry

Nov. 20, 2007 (i really hate this poem)

Your messages,
all that they say
worry me
in an uncanny way

You say scary things
how your angry and mad
I want to do something
but I'm locked up by my dad

and so are you...

Wach message you send
worries me more
thoughts of you without a friend
make me want to go running out my door

and run to your home

It's not so far
then you won't be alone
but the ground is thick as tar

and the same for you...

I'd do anything
to be with you
to hug and to hold you
to let my heart sing

The joy it gives me to hear you
to know your ok
to know you'll be fine
to know your a lighter shade of blue

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(like I said, I hate it. Really hate it.)

Clique

Nov. 23, 2007

You think you're so great
you think you rule
but what I honestly think
is you're totally uncool

You try to act cool
you don't like the people who dont
I act like i don't care
still, I'll be myself, even if you wont

You think I'm retarded
you think I suck
Because my friends rock
You like your clique? Fine but I don't give a fuck

You think I'm weird
You think I'm strange
But thats who I am
I guess being yourself is out of your range

You think I don't know how you feel about me
you think that to it, I'm blind
but I really do notice
when you laugh at me from behind

You think it's ok
you think it's alright
I'll act like I'm fine
though deep down, it's hurting inside

It's Different This Time

Nov. 12, 2007. Written for our first poetry unit.

They say we're all gonna die
but still, I wonder why
any minute it could happen
at least that's what they say

The ice caps are melting
the plants are whilting
the earth is so hot
that its causing an ice age!

Yes I know its getting hot,
I'm not saying it's not
but it was cold from the 40's to the 70's
and warm before then

and yet we're still here...

Different? That's what you say?
The criminal Americans in their large getaway cars
George "Bushes" growing up and up and up
ripping holes in the ozone and past the stars

So kill the cows (they're all mad anyway)
let the trees grow
we need to breath
though it increases the CO2 emissions you know?

So basically what I'm trying to say
is that global warming is a major issue of today
and cooling was yesterday...
but anyway...

It's different this time

so much for heart...

Nov. 23, 2007.

You say you heart me
I know u do
and yet, I never see you

You say you love me
You say it all the time
but then why do I feel the need to write these rhymes?

One day
you push me away
you tell me to apologize
for what I didn't do

You say you're sorry, and of course I say
my usual answer, "It's alright, it's ok"
But really I'm crying
and no one knows but you and me

I ask you to come over
but the answers always no
always with excuses
"I'm doing homework" or "My mom says I cant go"

You have other people now
I say I understand
But I'm sorry
I can't not be what I am

I still want to be your friend
and I'd die without you
we can work it out
and for now, I'll act like I'm not blue